Wednesday, December 17, 2008

IN SEARCH OF SOUL

I was impatient in whole of my journey, all my thoughts were on you my soul. I was trying to see you every where in my past, present and future. I was so eager to reach at the decided place, even wanted to fly. In true sense I was flying high.

I reached the place and tried to sleep but could not, my soul was in my thoughts. I woke up early in the morning and was so excited to meet my soul who was on the way, towards me. I started dreaming about her, visualizing her everywhere. As the time approaching, my heart started beating faster faster and faster.

I was completely restless and started crossing all ways to meet her, first time in my life, my soul whom I admired, loved and worshiped the most. Before this I met her in dreams only. She was so lovable, so sweet and looked like my Goddess. Just then received a call, she was already reached. My voice started fumbling in the excitement and was feeling to cry in happiness. I saw her from quite a distance in haziness. Then rushed straight towards her, saw in her eyes, she was smiling. I thought of embracing her but controlled myself as she started moving away in the presence of others. I was feeling little hesitant to say my inner thoughts, my happiness but hurriedly we started to our place.


After reaching I opened my arms to her and she come closer and closer to me with a smile and shyness. I kissed her forehead and saw in her eyes. I was happy to saw her in front of me, with her true, virtual and divine love. We shared most memorable time and created a third heaven for both of us. Her lips were whispering love and eyes were expressing fragrance of adore. Time slithered in acceleration. We wished to hold it for some more time but it slipped away in pace where we could not restrict it up for few more moments.

We had last journey together holding each others hands. We tried to share available time with best possible ways. As the destination was nearing we started losing our words, the smile from our faces was gone away. We halted at her place and suddenly she moved away from me, could not manage to see her eyes while separating from her. I cried on my helplessness wanted to see her for some more time. Then remained surrounded with her thoughts till reached at my house. I never come across so intimate emotions and never cried for someone, but now every time started feeling to cry. Now, my emotions towards her are changed into tears. Never saw her after our first meeting but desperately wanted to see her, to see her eyes in which she is keeping all her love. I got my smile, I got my voice, I got my sense and I got my vision in search of my life.
 
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