Monday, July 26, 2010

An eye opener

I was not at all under any stress on the way but my conscious did not analyse a string of questions, would soon be going thrown to me. I reached at the institute with a file of certificates only, supporting staff reviewed it and asked for print copies of articles, I had written. I was not keeping them with me at that point of time. I was away from all seriousness but somewhere was confident to reply on whatever they are going to ask. I saw two candidates who were quite serious about the interview and that was reflecting from their actions. Why they two were only serious? Why I am not serious as they are? I, myself answered on my questions, now, I become a careless professional and must be over confident that’s why I am not so serious about the Interview. Again another question struck, why is this carelessness?

In the mean time, my turn to face the panel arrived. The environment was very cool, all panelist were having a photocopy of my form/bio-data and all of them carefully going through it.

They questioned, like:

  • Why you would like to leave your present job?
  • You are working in small institute, how you will facilitate the big institute (university) like us?
  • How you would manage online literacy programme by using open source software?
    • Name any of the open source software, being used of information literacy programme?
    • How you would make a video for information literacy programme without spending any amount?
  • Tell us about rendering of “suresh kumar” (Name changed), to control wrong entries in the union catalogue?
  • How many Indians won the Booker prize, what are their names and books written by them?
  • What is the actual birth place of Shakespeare?


I heard all the questions, answered only 20% of these confidently, tried to give explanation for 30% but was mum on almost 50% questions.

I was not feeling happy on my performance but was started evaluating myself. On realising my performance, even I had not tired to persuade them with any of my explanation. In my eyes, I found myself completely at new ignored place, which was low and far below from a professional’s realm. I started feeling happy with the decision that I would surely be preparing myself for other interviews. I wish to be like the two serious professionals who I had seen during the interview. This interview is really an eye opener for me, now, I am trying to be ready for small or any big similar occasions with complete professional attitude.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Me & My Inner Tempest


No one to adore, no one at the crest
None to share my love and worst
When emotions arrived at point of curtest
There is only 'me' with 'my inner tempest'

Smile please...

I am ‘feeling’ alone these days despite the fact that I am not at all alone, but my feeling making me alone. Lots of people are there around me. All of them are busy to make their lives successful and luxurious. They have their own bunch of people to care for and to get cared from them. Feeling happy for everyone atleast they have someone who will come to them during their ill or happy times.

With a smile I just mocked on myself for the life where finding no one who will remain with me and plan every bit of my life. Though I know, keeping this expectation from a human being is ridicules, only my Mother and God can do this for me. The sight of love from the Mother and the God, who blessed me with desired care, is giving happiness to my inner soul. I am happy with this optimistic thought that forces me to enjoy this birth of mine. I am trying to say to myself … smile please.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

I’m dreaming with my open eyes


Our Home
Near a cascade, on the peak’s height
Lots of birds with chirping in soothing voice
I wish to run over the all skies
Created OUR HOME with your beautiful sight
I’m dreaming with my open eyes

Our Place
Everyday pouring drizzles on the ploughed sand
Refreshing soul with fragrance around
Valley of colourful flowers making true band
Giving heavenly sight to fly
I’m dreaming with my open eyes


Our Family
Smile on faces of my parents all the time
Who taken such a pain to put me on the line
My mates who give me true social and cultural values
Lover’s charming love with sublime tine
Slow swings on swinger down the edge
We make heaven on the earth
Being far away from inhuman cries
I’m dreaming with my open eyes

Our Life...
With full of love from so dears
Desired embrace bring our souls’ near
Unspoken words silently shared by eyes
Heart beats chanting songs of adore
Thoughts of heart always been so clear
Hi God! Immortal souls away from tears
Living the lovable life whenever arise
I’m dreaming with my open eyes

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Smile for me …

Things are clumsy and intricacies all over
Though I am happy you are always there for me
I am the piled messy disaster need all prayers
Nest of mine was in fire full of steam
You are like drizzle, always set me on the beam
Your heart is flower always spread fragrance of smile for me

World was taken away and ruined me
Though I am happy you are always there for me
Ups and downs reserved us away
I was on high you kept me grounded
You accepted me with my rage
You are the one who set the stage
My misread life reshaped as readable for me
Your heart is like a bird singing happy songs for me

New rays of life awaken me from tight sleep
Everything you do for others, I thought you are doing for me
Your smile did not let me know that you are apart from me
You are not there, just an illusive presence of yours for me
But you taught me a lesson of smile
Now, I am smiling for others, smiling for all and, smiling for me
 
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