Decoding the mystery of life

He asked with a smile, why all heads don’t have brain like Einstein or Thomas Edison? I mesmerized without uttering any word and just thrown my confusion on his question. Since long, this question has been tickling my bones with one or other ways. I tried to ask this from others and also taken help of many religious and philosophical writings but never got satisfactory answer. In confusion I started peeping towards distant end of fields which were covered with green crops from the bus window. Then saw him with in hope to get answered from him but was not very sure to get it. He realized my vulnerability and said, because their (Einstein and Edison) souls were matured souls. This is not the first birth they have taken but after so many births they had reached to the level of having great minds. I showed little hesitation on accepting his words and offered a conclusion to him that the souls with first or second birth would always been the notorious ones.

He smiled and said ‘always two types of characters we believe into good and bad. Generally we can classify all souls into these two categories. The souls having initial births are always so juvenile; they get attracted towards good or bad and started doing related deeds. The souls who get attracted towards good during every birth, finally reach to the level of a saint. The same way the souls get attracted towards bad things, gradually increase the level of their bad deeds during every birth and finally reached the level of spoiled soul.’


Time permitted me to take advantage of the situation and in the process I asked few more questions from this man.

Is there any way to concert spoiled soul into good?

I asked. Why not, all religions are there to show the light of good and bad to every individual. None of the religions or sects guides people to do bad things. He started chanting verses of Guru Granth Sahib and from the Kuran and narrated the meanings which were almost the same.

Do all good souls are being addressed as God after several births?

No, they get fuse in the divine power, which is known as God. All religions indicate about the supreme power but no religion giving picture of God. All good human being get fused in that supreme power. The examples of these souls are like – Rama, Krishna, Mohammad, Guru Nanak, Budhha, Mahavira, and Jesus and got united with the God. They are also known as different incarnation of God.

What or who is God?

God is a supreme power, who is omnipotent and immortal. Who has never been seen by anyone but controlling each and every minute thing in this universe. We call it OM, AUM, OMKAR, GOD, ALLAH. None of the religion has described about the nature, character, look of God, they just agreed to HIS presence. HE is there in us, in our emotions that’s why we behave differently at every occasion by doing the same thing. For example – I will give you a chocolate if you run to touch that tree and come back within one minute. He would go and come back quickly with happy emotions. The same thing I will ask him to do as punishment, then his emotions would surely be different.

I was amazed with his knowledge about the spirituality, his behaviour and his way of presenting his words positively across all my doubts. Few nearby passengers were also got engaged in this discussion, he replied on everyones’ queries. We both were in hurry to reach at the destination but bus was almost one hour late from its actual schedule. I was furious on driver for his slow driving, he alerted the driver to take care of the schedule and then calmed down. He was going to miss a project on reaching late but he was not that much apprehensive as I was. I was surprised with his calmness over getting late. He might have read few questions in my eyes and just started with the words that this bus is also old like him and whole natural stuffs joined together to make the reason of slow speed. All has already been planned by the God, our meeting, our discussion, our journey by this bus and also our adjacent seats.

This was a memorable meeting of mine with an unknown person. I had not asked his name or his identification but finding him a saint who is quite near to God and given me the mantra of life. This has also helped me to decode the unsolved mystery of life.

our togetherness

Our previous meeting few weeks ago was long awaited and desired. As per our plan, we left our places to meet the other half of each other. I reached quite early but hours of wait seemed like a day, as heart was desiring you in front of me at very moment. But the journey has its own passage and time to complete. I was becoming impatient and in this state of mind, i expressed some anger to my love, he too was eager to meet me. And finally, we were together, and that very moment all the anger vanished away. Only the distance used to play the role of any ill will in our case.

And then we reached at our home, and remain in each others arms, loved each other. And we both were feeling the hunger, and then went to nearby market to have some eatables. All this is so lovable and enjoyed a lot. After that we came back at our place, made our bedding and then have food with the most lovable way.

Then, we talked and loved each other. My love had taken a movie for us, and we started watching, but i was caught with sleep. Forgive me my lovi.

Then we woke up in the morning, started talking, and also planned for the day, as my love had to visit our home town and me too had to reach at my place. So at last left the home and took bus and started the journey. The passage that we desired to visit with each other and were enjoying the scenery all the way and our heart desired that this journey never come to and end. Then on the way, we had our lunch. And then started for my place. At last reached there, i want to show my love, my new place of work, but he was already late. He got the bus with struggle and reached home quite late. Just after reaching at my room, i started missing my love too badly. All the thoughts of our togetherness are still alive in my eyes .

This is whole of our meeting and same moment we found our self in the wait and desire of next meeting. And just now feeling the warmth of my love.

Me and My World

Lying on the bed, I started thinking about me and my world. I am quite happy with my life but somewhere something is missing. What is it? Many people came across and given a lot from their lives to me. I too found them as an integral part of my life. If one by one I think about the care and love I have been looking for, is still in my desires. Though the time has almost gone, so expectations from the friends are also getting minimized day by day which giving satisfaction to my unconvinced relationships. Sometime I had put everything in relationship but dint get the same in lieu of it or might be my desires always asked for more and more. Sometime others had put almost everything for being in relationship with me but I never got that sense which had forced me to accept that even for a moment. Whatever may be the case of they are quite near to me, they given their honest or dishonest thoughts about me as known one which are always quite pleasing. I have been quite reserved in whole of my life and found myself with under developed senses till now. I spent my childhood with my cousin, always felt his pain in as mine but lost him when he stabbed me from far behind and treat him the most fictitious person of my life. He tore my heart in countless parts. I was breathless when he ditched me and now he became the person whom I hate utmost. In my initial years of schooling, one of my friend fought with few of the students who beaten me. I admired this friend of mine and after few years able to do the same for him when I fought with few others. This incident filled me with confidence. But suddenly in race of money he lost somewhere from my sight too. I still remember the day when I knocked the door of girl’s house to convey one of my best friends’ message to his beloved one. I tried my best for him all the time but when I saw him torturing his father, I lost faith on him. One of my friends was under debt for the sake of showing his status to his relatives. During my university days too, I was ditched by a person who was very close to me that he done on terms of one time meal. During my job again on whom I trusted opened my life like a notice board. In whole of this journey, I always tried to be serious in every moment of my life but also enjoyed my own follies with my rare friends. I have not been best in any front of my life but never been so bad too. This thoughtful discussion with myself come out with the answer of my slight dissatisfaction from the life. TRUST, yes this is ‘trust’ which I am still searching for and whom I can blindly trust on.

I am quite happy with the things happening around; all setbacks had given lot of confidence and strength to face the worst. I am happy with the life but not yet satisfied. I am still searching the way to feed my hunger of satisfaction through personal and professional ways. My satisfaction is not related to material by it is for emotional bonding with someone, to whom I can make understand and who fulfill my emotional needs with spark of light before utterance of my verbal expression.

It is our day.......so lovable!

The love which was blooming in our hearts, and on the Nov. 3rd, last year, we created a physical space for our feelings, we met first time to see the reflection of love in each other eyes. Each and every moment of that day has been resting in our minds with same freshness. That day is the most memorable one. We felt each other one soul, and from there we started the journey towards our most desired life together, still struggling to win it forever. After that day we had seen many hitches in stringent environment but we relished or pure love and togetherness.

Today, we have completed one year of our lovable day and have been recalling back the immortal reflections of the intimate moments. The way we planned, the way we travelled from different locations. Then the exchange of messages during journey and finally the moment our eyes met. What a pleasant and adorable sight that was! That time was so lovely when we were simply lost in each other and the feeling to find someone special was beyond any expression. We both still feel the soothing first touch of eachother. How can we forget our treasured first HUG and splendid kiss? The time was flown away like a light but we grasped the magic of that point of time in each other forever.

We thought of celebrating our most memorable day by being in each other and to live those moments again but could not manage it, as we were clutched in sharp teethes of time. However we still the freshness blossom in our hearts. Now re-living those moments in the inner heart is also really captivating.

We found our soul and have been committed to each other. The bound, we both are sharing really so amazing, full of devotion and purely divine. Today is our day.......so lovable!

May God bless us with the desired life in each other arms!!!

(Posted by we together on 'our virtual home')

Desirable moments

After a chaos of deserted hearts, we both were not in our senses. Even being in thoughts of the turmoil, was so horrifying and unbearable. At both ends the things had been happening in such an undesired way which led our lives towards hell. In these circumstances we decided to meet for overcoming from all odds between both of us.

After talking long hours, we both decided to sleep for few hours. I did not get my sleep and got ready for the journey very early in the morning. I reached the station in the darkness, though I was already late. She was with me almost whole of the journey through her love and care. She also started in the morning and reached just few minutes before me. She started waiting, just then my bus entered into the station, I saw her from the bus. Station was almost full of crowed, silently I touched her shoulder from the behind and tried to hide myself. She almost scared with this touch but after seeing me, started smiling. We were in the same way as we were earlier. We hired a vehicle and reached the university as decided earlier. I changed my t-shirt, we had our breakfast and moved around. She took me for a round, showed the places she frequently visited earlier and again wanted to visit in this tour. We both were happy. I was feeling little uncomfortable might be due to tiredness and want to have little rest.

We reached the destination, and entered the most desired place of our lives. We both were very happy and sat on the bed, she reminded me that we forget to hug each other. We hugged and loved each other. Then we shared loveliest moments of our lives. Everything was amazing and full of life. Her smile, talks and eyes all were pouring lots of love and care. Everything was so amazing, sharing of washroom, helping each other in bathing, taking food with her hands and drinking water with her lips. After dinner we went for walk and had ice-cream.

Night comes, we started loving each other shared lots of talk but suddenly I felt sleep started overpowering on me. She tried her best to keep me waking but I could not hold for long. In the morning we realized the shortage of time but started getting ready for the journey towards our destinations. We were so close to each other in the journey and had our last drink together as usual at the station. Again but highly phenomenal meeting ended with so much love and care. We were on the way to our destinations but were together by hearts and thoughts.

This meeting has shattered out all the ill elements of our hearts and mind. It is the most desirable and exceptionally well togetherness we had.

Love always blossoms

Our thoughts were muddling all over with passiveness; things were not going as per our desires. We both were mum but were trying to solve the riddle of undesired happenings in our relationship. I observed that my behaviour has been changed a lot in last couple of months. I started feeling my soul has also become more careless about me. I found her more rigid as my rude behaviour towards her. We fought and got indulged regularly in arguments. She was trying her sincere efforts to spread peace with lots of love between both of us. My soul has been loved me a lot and now my expectations has also gone high to get more and more love from her. Moreover, situations have also gone horrifying day by day. I was loosing my temper most of the time and getting heated on every little talk but found myself on her feet at very next moment. Why this is happening between us else I know my life is nothing without her. Am I psychic or gone mad? I can not expect my life even one second without my soul than why this distress is there between both of us?

Why my soul is little unfussy while dealing with me? She must be quite positive towards our relationship or might be this is her nature which provoking her rigidity. All the time I started looking for her positive heart while being with me may be through any communication medium but thoughts start sensing negativity while she been away from me. What is happening to me? Even in these critical situations, I found an invisible force that always sparked our togetherness. I didn’t realize whenever keenly or sharply I had looked to find it.

After concentrating and venerating hard, I cracked the code of that hidden force who keep blossoming our love. This hidden or invisible force is pure and divine love of my soul. Thousand of flowers bloom in my heart whenever she pours all her love on me. Her cute smile, lively giggle while sharing her sweet talks gives reasons to die for. My soul, don’t wait, come straightaway into me which is your happy home. Lovi, together we will live and love like phoenix with the song of love which always blossoms.

कुछ सोच रही है .........

चिलचिलाती धूप में, पत्थर कूटती माँ

कुछ सोच रही है .........

सूखे हुए होंठ, पसीने से तरबतर बदन

काली सियाह बीमार आँखे, आसमान को देख रही हैं

थक कर चूर, टूटती हुयी हिम्मत

टूटे हुए सपनो में झाँक रही है

नाजो से पली बाप की लाडली, आज किस मोड़ पर खड़ी है

नम आंखे सब कह रही है

चिलचिलाती धूप में, पत्थर कूटती माँ

कुछ सोच रही है .........

दो दिनों से बीमार है और कल से कुछ नहीं खाया

कहाँ है वोह समाज जिसने उसको अपनाकर ठुकराया

कल सब पास आने के लिए तरसते थे आज कोई देखता भी नहीं

कल असमान छूना था और आज मौत भी आती नहीं

चिलचिलाती धूप में, पत्थर कूटती माँ

कुछ सोच रही है .........

पास में गंदे से चीथडो में लिपटी हुए उसकी लाडली की किलकारी

सब भ्रम तोड़ रही है

मुथियन भींच लेती है और चेहरा सखत हो जाता है

येही है उसकी दुनिया जिसके लिए उसे जीना है

उसकी लाडली ने ही उसके टूटे हुए सपनो को शीना है

चिलचिलाती धूप में, पत्थर कूटती माँ

सोच रही है कि.........

"बस उसकी लाडली के लिए एक वक्त का दूध मिल जाये"

चिलचिलाती धूप में, पत्थर कूटती माँ

कुछ सोच रही है .........