Desirable moments

After a chaos of deserted hearts, we both were not in our senses. Even being in thoughts of the turmoil, was so horrifying and unbearable. At both ends the things had been happening in such an undesired way which led our lives towards hell. In these circumstances we decided to meet for overcoming from all odds between both of us.

After talking long hours, we both decided to sleep for few hours. I did not get my sleep and got ready for the journey very early in the morning. I reached the station in the darkness, though I was already late. She was with me almost whole of the journey through her love and care. She also started in the morning and reached just few minutes before me. She started waiting, just then my bus entered into the station, I saw her from the bus. Station was almost full of crowed, silently I touched her shoulder from the behind and tried to hide myself. She almost scared with this touch but after seeing me, started smiling. We were in the same way as we were earlier. We hired a vehicle and reached the university as decided earlier. I changed my t-shirt, we had our breakfast and moved around. She took me for a round, showed the places she frequently visited earlier and again wanted to visit in this tour. We both were happy. I was feeling little uncomfortable might be due to tiredness and want to have little rest.

We reached the destination, and entered the most desired place of our lives. We both were very happy and sat on the bed, she reminded me that we forget to hug each other. We hugged and loved each other. Then we shared loveliest moments of our lives. Everything was amazing and full of life. Her smile, talks and eyes all were pouring lots of love and care. Everything was so amazing, sharing of washroom, helping each other in bathing, taking food with her hands and drinking water with her lips. After dinner we went for walk and had ice-cream.

Night comes, we started loving each other shared lots of talk but suddenly I felt sleep started overpowering on me. She tried her best to keep me waking but I could not hold for long. In the morning we realized the shortage of time but started getting ready for the journey towards our destinations. We were so close to each other in the journey and had our last drink together as usual at the station. Again but highly phenomenal meeting ended with so much love and care. We were on the way to our destinations but were together by hearts and thoughts.

This meeting has shattered out all the ill elements of our hearts and mind. It is the most desirable and exceptionally well togetherness we had.

Love always blossoms

Our thoughts were muddling all over with passiveness; things were not going as per our desires. We both were mum but were trying to solve the riddle of undesired happenings in our relationship. I observed that my behaviour has been changed a lot in last couple of months. I started feeling my soul has also become more careless about me. I found her more rigid as my rude behaviour towards her. We fought and got indulged regularly in arguments. She was trying her sincere efforts to spread peace with lots of love between both of us. My soul has been loved me a lot and now my expectations has also gone high to get more and more love from her. Moreover, situations have also gone horrifying day by day. I was loosing my temper most of the time and getting heated on every little talk but found myself on her feet at very next moment. Why this is happening between us else I know my life is nothing without her. Am I psychic or gone mad? I can not expect my life even one second without my soul than why this distress is there between both of us?

Why my soul is little unfussy while dealing with me? She must be quite positive towards our relationship or might be this is her nature which provoking her rigidity. All the time I started looking for her positive heart while being with me may be through any communication medium but thoughts start sensing negativity while she been away from me. What is happening to me? Even in these critical situations, I found an invisible force that always sparked our togetherness. I didn’t realize whenever keenly or sharply I had looked to find it.

After concentrating and venerating hard, I cracked the code of that hidden force who keep blossoming our love. This hidden or invisible force is pure and divine love of my soul. Thousand of flowers bloom in my heart whenever she pours all her love on me. Her cute smile, lively giggle while sharing her sweet talks gives reasons to die for. My soul, don’t wait, come straightaway into me which is your happy home. Lovi, together we will live and love like phoenix with the song of love which always blossoms.

कुछ सोच रही है .........

चिलचिलाती धूप में, पत्थर कूटती माँ

कुछ सोच रही है .........

सूखे हुए होंठ, पसीने से तरबतर बदन

काली सियाह बीमार आँखे, आसमान को देख रही हैं

थक कर चूर, टूटती हुयी हिम्मत

टूटे हुए सपनो में झाँक रही है

नाजो से पली बाप की लाडली, आज किस मोड़ पर खड़ी है

नम आंखे सब कह रही है

चिलचिलाती धूप में, पत्थर कूटती माँ

कुछ सोच रही है .........

दो दिनों से बीमार है और कल से कुछ नहीं खाया

कहाँ है वोह समाज जिसने उसको अपनाकर ठुकराया

कल सब पास आने के लिए तरसते थे आज कोई देखता भी नहीं

कल असमान छूना था और आज मौत भी आती नहीं

चिलचिलाती धूप में, पत्थर कूटती माँ

कुछ सोच रही है .........

पास में गंदे से चीथडो में लिपटी हुए उसकी लाडली की किलकारी

सब भ्रम तोड़ रही है

मुथियन भींच लेती है और चेहरा सखत हो जाता है

येही है उसकी दुनिया जिसके लिए उसे जीना है

उसकी लाडली ने ही उसके टूटे हुए सपनो को शीना है

चिलचिलाती धूप में, पत्थर कूटती माँ

सोच रही है कि.........

"बस उसकी लाडली के लिए एक वक्त का दूध मिल जाये"

चिलचिलाती धूप में, पत्थर कूटती माँ

कुछ सोच रही है .........

सपनो में कही......

निगाहों से दूर, सपनो में कही वोह नज़र आती तो होगी

अपनों की दुनिया में अब हमेशा मुश्कारती तो होगी

वोह लरज़ते होंठ, वोह मखमली आवाज

आँखों में बसी उसके काजल की धार

किसी और की दुनिया को स्वर्ग बनती तो होगी

निगाहों से दूर, सपनो में कही वोह नज़र आती तो होगी

हे मुशाफिर कियों दूंदता है भूले हुए ज़माने को

छोडा है जिसने तुमको अपनों में सताने को

गहराई तनाहियों की आँखे बताती तो होंगी

मचलती चाहत मिलने को सताती तो होगी

निगाहों से दूर, सपनो में कही वोह नज़र आती तो होगी

हर बात पे उसकी गला रुंध सा कियों जाता है

पैबंद जिगर पर होने का अहसाश करा जाता है

वोह हंसी, वोह शर्म, वोह लाज का घूंघट लगाती तो होगी

कही दूर किसी जिन्दगी को जिन्दगी बनाती तो होगी

निगाहों से दूर, सपनो में कही वोह नज़र आती तो होगी

Why Lovers Fight......?

An online survey taken out for decoding the mystery of ‘why lovers fight’, which revealed that 31% of the lovers fight on money related issues, 28% on household chores and 25% due to problematic in-laws. An Australian Researcher Richard Ronay and other researchers from Queensland University are going to examine the reasons and styles of conflicts between lovers more than one year relationship.

But I do not considered them lovers who fight with the above said reasons. They are not at all in love. Love is the healthiest and pure emotions of attachment. Lovers can fight when they do not get much time to share between each other and frustrations led them to arguments. Money never comes in between lovers if they are divinely involved in each other.

Lovers fight when:

One – lovers fight when they do not get much time to remain together.

Two – They fight if one from two does not respect the spoken words of other.

Three – Their ego lead them to fight.

Four – If one started lacking confidence on other one.

Five – Casual in approach at any of the end.

Six – carelessness towards each others emotions.

Seven – One started feeling burdened in between.

Eight – when ones feelings started suppressing.

Nine – When chord of emotions started diminishing.

Ten – when both of them remained busy in other things even being together.

This is the reason of my life

Breeze stopped and asked the reason of my delight

I said…..

Her lips smeared with colour of love

Ocean of adorability in eyes seems be clubbed

Smile swear of heavenly anything

Chirping of soothing voice creates new world

Her hearing of my unsaid wishes

Give me fresh breath and chord of light

Hey breeze this is the reason of my delight

Breeze stopped and asked the reason of my fright

I said…..

Unbearably thirst for her at every step

Tight-lips of her revealed a different flap

Red-eyes gazed me when trap me little away

Breaths start lowering down and down

Sometime all emotions go silent with a jolted plight

Hey breeze this is the reason of my fright

Breeze stopped and asked the reason of my zest

I said…..

Change is the only cure for emotional scars

I will reach from where I have started the crest

My own hearts brought me at this thrash

I got the meaning of life, move on , on and nowhere to rest

Hardwork, hardwork and hardwork always pays in best

Hey breeze this is the reason of my zest

Breeze stopped and asked the reason of my civility

I said….

I am indebted to my parents who showed me this world

My brothers stand by me as my part in all my deeds

Friends give reason to smile in dread

My love hold me up the way she knead

I am indebted to all who give me thought to subtlety

Hey breeze this is the reason of my civility

Breeze stopped and asked the reason of my life

I said…..

Life is nothing when it goes smooth

Life is life when gives worst to face

Leaving in hell and giving smile on parents face

Bear slithers to facilitate friends

Living in solitude but act in shared might

Hey breeze this is the reason of my life

...... this is the reason of my life

Divine gift of God!

The divine love of the heart,

I will say our meeting a divine one, which was planned by God itself, when we were so eager to meet each other, this divine force might be listening to our cries. We are so happy to have this gift of divine love. From the miles apart, we were recalling back the memories of our previous meetings, and unexpected started for our long awaited meeting. We were feeling ourselves on the cloud 9.

At last I found myself in front of my love, during the moments of wait also, he was with me in my thoughts. And our eyes reflected the happiness of being with each other. After sharing few moments in each other eyes, we left each other for sometime as we both had to finish up some jobs at our ends. With the virtue of being with my love, I felt my self full of courage and confident, my face was shinning with some divine magic. And able to achieve my job up to the highest satisfaction, that I was feeling first time for me, I was not worried about the result, but was too much happy.

And then my love came at my end after got free from the work, now we were free for each other, we had a little time with us, but had to live our life in those moments. We wanted to be lost in each other. So, tried to share lots of love by sharing thoughts. We were enjoying our togetherness in every thing while traveling, walking, talking and having our lunch in front of each other. Though heart was longing for more time, but mind was saying to have patience, so we tried to control ourselves up to these things.

After sometime, we left this beautiful city, and got bus, for stealing few more moments with each other, love decided to accompany me in my journey. And during our journey, we were so involve with each other, did not bother about the other world. We were lost in each other. And ultimately we reached at the destination after which we could not able to do anything for our togetherness. At this end, the helplessness can be seen in our eyes. But we were so happy and satisfied with this divine gift of God.

At last, we had to say bye to each other till next .……………….., from this last moment, I had started missing my love too much, he must be in same pain.

Thank God for blessing us with these lovely moments!

Can only be felt.

It cannot be revealed,

It cannot be seen.