On the way to sleepless nights

My Diary

03.03.2009 (Tuesday)

Today is 3rd our memorable day, for this occasion wishing my love and praying to my almighty God for bless us with everyday of our lives like our memorable day.

Yesterday, we had a light but long talk. I was astonished with the pure love she is showering. Today, again did not get my sleep properly did not know when I got sleep in the morning. I woke up with her call, my eyes were little heavy but I felt that whole of my day would surly be going incredible because I heard voice of my love. She again called up me after reaching her office she got disconnected on the terms that she would be calling me back soon. I was not in the mood to go anywhere was just lying on the bed and was deeply involved in her thoughts. Just then again got her call, she asked me to take my breakfast and get ready for the office. Do not know why blindly I follow her words even can hide anything from her, but never got this much courage to go against her words. I reached my office after almost half an hour.

I was very happy to receive her few calls since morning, it was great after many days, I heard this much of calls from her even those were in 3 hours. We shared long long talks today. It was really a wonderful day for me, as found her so much close to me. Now again, I have started realizing strength of our love and her devotion for our love.

For office, just discussed few things with my staff about our projects, it was just a routine work only. But tried to spend most of my time in her thoughts, I like to see her everywhere around me.

Evening talk was again the same as we used to have. She poured her all love as always. Her way of talking always fascinates me. She is incredible sweet and lovable. We broken the talk as she said would be calling after 2 hours or so. She got busy in her household jobs and I also left the office to reach early at my room to get involved in her dreams and thoughts, this has been my every day routine. After reaching at the room, I started waiting her. Each and every second was started giving load of tons weight but she dint come. I was restless for not receiving even a message from her side and get into tears soon. Later she came and revealed about her limitation and situation of this delay.

She came online but again got slightly late. Don't know from where the thought came 'she wants to keep me away, so started making these delay". I felt guilty on thinking this way and throw away this unwanted thought, as I can see her divine eyes with full of spark for our love. Just then she came. We again shared a beautiful talk, I loved her pics and her too but suddenly she left on thought of present situation at her end. She has gone to sleep with the words that she will wake me up whenever she come out from her sleep. Again thoughts our 3rd memorable day came into my mind and now started waiting her as she said she may come as well as start writing these lines about my day.